The rage machine dwindles and shimmers on the horizon, always a tiny dot in my rear-view, or just over that far hill.
The reptilian brain. The oldest part of sentience, the first thing that is truly ours. Rage.

Raging as you wake up hungry in a wet diaper, cold, some hippy left the window open after they burned the lentils again. Sharing the rage with the world at the top of your tiny but expressive lungs.

Getting into it now as you hear them coming for you, to shut you up with lies about love. Well, this time they are going to hear the full story, feel it's dark cavernous empty depths, respect my authority!

"There, there baby, you are all wet you little silly-pants, Aww!" A nipple in my mouth shuts up an awful lot of my rage and why is it so easy to get me in line with a promise of a full belly like this mouthful right here and life is in the moment, baby, and this is starting to get good with the bouncing and let's see where she's going with this, I'm STILL mad, YO.... Just sayn.

Resistance starts to fade, can't we all just get along, but no, they will never learn if you cave in this easily, stand up for our rage rights baby boy, resist the rocking and the cooing and what is this awful trick? This is a rubber nipple, not a bottle tip! I refuse to be pacified so easily, you had better call in for an airstrike, get your napalm buddy, because this baby rage is entrenched!

Another be-diapered terrorist cell becomes activated.
The torture never stops.



Bad Gambler Diet System

win a sat
play like a clam
get too excited with 72 left and play too fat and drive home early cursing oneself
was i playing to win?

he showed me the q which made my flush draw good so i had to push
with 30 222 is good or bad
WHY TAKE %)/%) this early with 72 k????
Where a gambler has a hundred dollar a day budget with which to follow the universal vibrations or misread the tea leaves slightly, yet again......
Words have to be interpreted correctly. 
My contention is that there's thousands and thousands of dollars just laying out there being funneled into the wrong hands.  My winnings will go to the betterment of the planet as I see fit. 
I don't have a stripper budget.
I won't be writing about how to take advantage of attractive women;s bad choices yet.....

The System is to make wagers consistently that should pan out over the long run......

The System is to starve if you are wrong, starvation apparently boost concentration, it's a survival mechanism.

                                             SYSTEM PLAYS FOR JULY 27, 2012-
                                                  Saratoga- the graveyard of favorites

Race 1- 365 three faves in a tri box for a buck because their names spoke to me....
             742 in an exacta box 2 and 7 because i turn 49 next month and thats 7 squared
                    i think the 4 is a good name or a good jockey, ill talk about the reults later.....

Race 4  Coach AJ is the clear choice..... 10 to win, place and show 
                                                                 dollar exacta box AJ/ALL

RAce 7- the 12 horse and the ten horse over 12/10 over all tri and super just for fun

                   SYSTEM BET - ALWAYS bet a 6/9 Exacta  BOX in maiden races
                                               principle- its exactly what i enjoy, maidens boxes.
                                                               the numbers don't lie, they are fun numbers
                                                                if im wrong for betting on maidens boxes.........

UPDATE: put 50 in my account at the track for the phine bet to have some fun on vacation and virtually bet the track on the same day my dad was there...  i tried to bet like him and bet on a couple horses that reminded him of his system plus mine plus maybe my moms
someone said to always bet the greys
they are closer to the arabian bloodlines or something?  or is that bet the greys, the grey aliens, they are the ET's to believe in, pay no attention to the repltilian behind the government.....

anyway, i bet a horse called grey machine because thats my dad and eternal vow and they hit for a 600 dollar exacta which theoretically fuels the rest of the summer

i then bet too many races too many days in a row and i think the problem is i was talking about it too much and lady luck is a secretive lover...  keep her love to yourself and dont ask too many questions

     



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